Week 20

I'm not a very sentimental person. I'm horrible at remembering birthdays, giving Christmas presents and rarely decorate besides Christmas (even then I have not decorated several times) so as Vday was approaching I couldn't figure out why I was starting to feel anxious that maybe Eric forgot that it was Vday. I mean two years ago he surprised me and flew to Vegas and took me out to dinner. Last year he flew to Vegas again and we saw Billy Joel in concert. I don't like roses, teddy bears or heart shaped necklaces. I do love me some chocolate but even then I'm in charge of dessert tonight and well, its chocolate. So why the anxiety? I have NO clue. Seriously, none. We both had really busy work weeks and spent all day yesterday catching up on errands and cleaning our place. There wasn't a lot of alone time to go shopping for a token present. It bugs me that I was uptight about it. And I'm sure it bugged him as well. Why are women crazy? Cause we are. We are all a little crazy, just varying levels of craziness. And I could feel my crazy ascending up the scale this week. Sigh.

And the funny thing is all I got him was a card. He is making me dinner and did get me a beautiful plant and I got him. A. Card. Crazy I tell ya, C R A Z Y. Gee, I hope he still likes me. ;)